Well,
today starts round 8 of chemo. While I am still excited about being on Round 8
of 12, I don't think the anxiety and anticipation of chemo gets any less over
time. For me, it seems that the uncertainty of each round (how will it affect
me, will I get the fever issue again, will I be sick, will I have ANY energy
this round) gets worse each time. I don't know that anything will help make
this easier. I don't think it's supposed to get easier. I guess this just
reminds me each time that I don't have control over this disease, just over how
I handle it. And that, ladies and gentlemen, isn't easy for me to take. But, I
understand it, and I accept it (sort of).
So, keep me in your thoughts. Send good wishes my way - anti-fever, anti-nausea, anti-cancer wishes. It's going to be a rough three days, but then, after three days, it's all over for two weeks. Isn't that the power of positive thinking?!?!
So, keep me in your thoughts. Send good wishes my way - anti-fever, anti-nausea, anti-cancer wishes. It's going to be a rough three days, but then, after three days, it's all over for two weeks. Isn't that the power of positive thinking?!?!
Comments:
Amanda: said...
Good
luck! Hoping it's a breeze this time around :)
September
30, 2008 at 6:43 PM
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